happy cny

wheee.. i m so happy seeing cindy's comment on my blog =) really miss the babe alot.. and i really haven't got to see her online at all.

ok i am pissed @ myself again. grrr

happy cny to whoever that reads my blog!! which are none other than the few.

Stupid Cycle

This stupid cycle just repeats over and over again. Momentary happiness occurs, then some form of awkwardness arises and finally a bout of sadness overwhelms me. Up to this point I'm still contemplating. And yet the longer it drags, the harder it is for me to do something about it.Then, she cries again.

What am I supposed to do?

Anyway I really don't understand people who like to drown their sorrows in alcohol. Just find some better way please.

p.s. don't ask what's wrong. because i don't know.